Valentine…..Valentine…Valentine…. The day of LOVE they say ---> do we need to single one day out just to profess our LOVE! …. Well, for me…it is my SINGLE Awareness Day!! All the Single Ladies….put your hands up! Let us together embrace it and have fun with it and YES never allow anyone to make you feel inadequate for not being ‘TWO” in this LOVE month festivity!!
Well, this 14th February I am going to be selfish and indulge myself with few shopping trips….perhaps have a nite out and celebrate Single Awareness Day with my girls. and families. As for couples in love, you may find yourselves in a tight budget situation….oh well…. LOVE surely cost a lot eeeh! Anyway, do have fun and profess la all your undying devotion…. (Duh!), as for me I am happily celebrating my Single Awareness Day…with a touch of wit, wisdom, friends and families!
You do not need to be loved, not at the cost of yourself. The single relationship that is truly central and crucial in a life is the relationship to the self. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never lose. -Jo Coudert-
Every now and then we are confronted about the meaning of LOVE and almost every time we find it is closely related to SEX! Well, our culture --> which is the “proud” Asian culture doomed this “SEX” topic as a taboo subject. You surely will be scornfully nagged if you ever talk this matter in front of the elders and most often they choose to avoid the subject. Well that is another topic, but that is not what I want to say here.
The fact that people today associate LOVE as SEX seems to be nauseating to me. I know “IT” supposes to be liberating way of life as well as a sacrifice that you make to your body for the one you love! God heavens NO! Big FAT NO!!! Nobody should be blinded by LOVE vs. SEX! Loveis the feeling --->True feeling you have for that person, how you willingly gave your heart for the other half to cherish and value for all its worth. But, now all I am seeing is that SEX is truly is a must for those in love. Even, the younger generation ranging from age 14 – 18 (or perhaps even younger) are joining in the bandwagon to the “land of lust”!! My….oh my!! Don’t let lusts cloud your view or judgments! It’s OK to give in but there’s a limit to it and know when to say NO! Honestly, guys / boys that say “if you love me, then you should have sex with me” ---> that is not LOVE my dear! He who said that is obviously someone that isn’t destine for you …. He’s just another Bastard who hunger the lust lingering over the sweetness of your delicate body!Think twice before you embark into the “land of lust” Keep in mind “He who willing to wait, are those for keep”! Guys be a gentleman and don’t push the lady into thinking SEX is keeping the relationship going. Well, I am saying this not to preach whatsoever, but hey we are slowly moving toward the land of lust instead of LOVE! We forget that what LOVE got to do with SEX anyway! Even so, as we forward to the land of modernization, we upgrade our minds, body and soul ---> in what ways that apply to us!
Well, I do have few girlfriends of mine, who were living in hatred and anger due to the fact they intimately involved or lost their virginity to some bloody bastard. They can’t seem to get pass that, but hey that is the harsh cycle of life and you do learn best from ‘experiences’ they say! I also do have few girlfriends who were liberated by being sexually active ---> Well, no comment for that, I do respect their promiscuity and yes…. You are …what you made of! As for those of my girlfriends who refuse to give in to lust, congrats and keep on standing tall… Don’t be ashamed to stay that way as it nothing wrong to be a VIRGIN…
Anyhow, think twice ladies, later Regret is not a choice as it is a reality …… and if you in any case say YES …. Choose to go for “GLOVE”! Safety is priority number 1!!
Also, Choose to Profess you LOVE differently on this Valentine Day! And if you already arrive in “the land of lust”, don’t mop around like sad puppy or jump up and down like a monkey got her banana…. Just take it like a pinch of salt ---> Lesson in Life!
What is Faith? Does having a Faith means you need to go to church every Sunday just to stay connected or Faith is what you believe in yourself that guide you through harsh cycle of life? I am bit confuse about it as I feel myself is slowly drifting a far and slipping to my own lazy self. Why, I ask myself and unfortunately I am clueless. I come from a family who value spirituality and my upbringing is all about being a good Christian. Every Sunday means going church and profess your faith to Him, plus I active participate as the alter servers in church.
But now, going to church feel like a drag to me, even waking up and getting ready seems like a milestone for me, I do feel like such a bad Christian and religiously I am guilty of that … is it …. I dunno…! I do believe in Him as he is my Savior and I do my best in following the 10 commandments. Yet, just like everyone I am caught in the midst of “duniawi” ! Spiritually I am as low as 5%, still, that is between me and Him….. I do want to get close to my own spirituallity and unfortunately I don’t know how. So does this mean I am less from those who go to church every Sunday and religiously committed? Or does this means I am one step away from being throw into Hell……………..! OMG! God .... little Help here! I guess living as a Christian todays really have its ups and downs, most often we find ourselves lost in the transitions.... As much as we try, we keep falling back away from Him and that is the one thing tha I regret. But I know one thing, although I am perfectly cluesless, I still turn to Him for guidance and comfort., as I know He won't judge me but take me as I am....as they say........
I just saw 'KAMI the Movie', soreee kinda late of watching the last year movie, and I know most people who know me might thinking…”What the fcuk are you doing, watching some Malay movie?” …. Haaahahaha! Well, let’s just say I am changing my ‘angin’ for a while! Basically my little bro introduced me to this movie and I was forced to watch as I was too bored with nothing to watch and do. So, oh well…! But, hey it was ok bah the movie and I truly found myself liking it, kinda suck since I didn’t follow the drama at 8Tv. At least, the movie was better than Dunia Baru the movie. Honestly I have been a fan of the drama since season 1 kick off. I do hope the movie should be the conclusion of the drama. Yet, the movie not only sucks, it doesn’t live up to my expectation as a fan! The joke was lame and stupid and there is no kesinambungan dari jalan cerita drama ke movie dia. Duh, which is why I don’t believe of Malaysian movie, especially those who claim to be the best movie of the year----> soree, still kind of angry bout the DBTM !
The Good and Bad of the movie Good
1. Script was good as it really depict how we young Malaysian truly speak to one another but in a more ‘clean version la’.
2. The soundtrack wasn’t all that bad and nice to hear a fresh new sound from the Malaysian underground scene –> Indie band. Heck it’s even better than the buble gum pop play nonstop in the mainstream media. Except for that 1 song, in which the singer ‘teriak2’ … ntah apa-apa…sound like a devilish pula.
3. I love how this movie portrayed bit of our Malaysian dysfunctional families and for that I believe Malaysian entertainment scenes are slowly moving forward towards a quality of “modification”. Go Malaysian Entertainment scene!
Bad
1. Storyline dia slow sangat la and I feel like it was kinda a drag to watch it. I mean I couldn’t wait for the movie to end and that feel like eternity for me.
2. I miss out on watching the drama, so I guess I was kind of blur bit bout the whole movie.
3. The actors seems bit stiff .... but their face does look like teenagers, rather than the actress in '5 Jingga' ---> Muka tua sangatla... x sesuai jadi bdak2 pom2..!
"Hidup ini palat, tapi esok masih ada" --> Love this word!
Well, I just found this interesting blog... I found it to be thoughtful and truly an eye opening. Well, lets just say, when she mentioned she wants to try and like Obama, but she can't... really say a lot about herself as a person. Still I really admire of her courage to say she is NOT a believer of Obama, well everybody is entitled for their own opinion right and she totally done her best in standing firm in her own ground! Ya, I do wonder how come Obama 's inauguration cost almost $150M and in times of economy crisis now, that is like over the top, isn't it? Oh well! Niway, do check her out at -http://majorityoftwo.blogspot.com/ - u'll be surprise, I sure did and I love it!
Well, I do wish I have the same courage like she is, I wish I could talk about politics or whatever happening in and around Malaysia, especially my anger towards the system, politics or ...etc... People have ask me to express my opinion regarding that matter in my blog....Still, as much as we want Malaysia to be democratically open, we will then have to face some harsh backlash later! In a way, we are held accountable for whatever we express verbally or in writing! See what happen to the Chinese guy singing the 'NegaraKu' anthem using his own words, and the worst part, you, yourself might end up in ISA. and the whole nine yards... Who wants that, I don't. I know I have a long way to go, learning and falling all at the same time, seems to much to bear. So that is why I refrain myself from mentioning any racial, politics nor religious matters in my blog. Who wants to add fuel in the already burning fire! Plus, we can always go for MalaysiaKini to get another perspective bout politic in Malaysia.
Like Jo had mentioned in her blog, I quote - " I often think of blogging as being similar to the little Russian matryoshka nesting dolls, where inside one you will find another, and another, and another ... That is the beauty of blogging. Click on one link, and it leads to another, and another, and another ... I have found blogging to be a wonderful way to find out about other people all over the world -- their lives, their customs, their ideas, their hobbies and interests, and their likes and dislikes. The one thing I have learned is that, the more differences we have, the more we are the same. Somehow, I find that very reassuring."- I agree with her and yes I do feel the same way yet she explain better in writing.. Hahaha...so now my dear cuzzie what do think about that! Blogging as waste f time..??? The jury is still out there to prove you are guilty of being ignorance....!!! One way or another, life goes on right!
Faizal Tahir rock the night away especially in his song “Coba”, love the song, the voice and style – bit gothic and emo like. Who said an ex-member to a nasyid group cannot rock. He sure was so rocking it last night.
The 2nd song was also good, especially the gimmick, quite new to Msian stage. Well, getting his hair cut in the middle of the stage and in the middle of his performance really nice, plus the fan and the choir thing, he surely deserve to win the Best Performance last night. Basically, to win the best performance, you don’t have to bring the whole kampung with you; all you need is a good storyline, creative gimmick and applicable to stage performance. Well, either way, congrats to Faizal Tahir on winning 3 categories last night – Persembahan Terbaik, Juara Kategori Balada and Vokal Terbaik ( well, this one is arguable, still congrats to him ayway). He is simply superb last night! Love to seem him winning something since his last year “shirtless incident”.
Estranged and their gimmick was good as well. They are the champion of last year and surely they do have the pressure to perform well. But, hey their performance wasn’t all that bad, except I feel something not click with them last night. I was bit disappointed on Rich’s voice projection, it’s either the mic problem or him! Nevertheless, they definitely rock and I love their song. Plus, I was rooting for them and Meet Uncle Hussain to take the big prize and I am glad MUS won last night.
Ayu should do better in her performance wise! Standing in the middle of the stage and make limited movement spell nothing but B.O.R.I.N.G! She should have go and take a few notes / pointer from Ziana Zain.
Then, what’s up with Heliza ‘oh-so red’ lipstick! Really it didn’t match with her make up and her whole outfit. She should have done better, mind the make up artist; sometimes the artist should have their own knowledge about make up and know what’s look good for them. But hey, last night she looks like 24 going for 35!
Aizat – Love the song and his simple performance. I won’t say it was soulful and deep, still he has that star quality in him and him writing his own song surely a bonus for this newbie. I do hope he will continue to shine and entertain all us with his own made song. So, Mila & Mawi, who? Step aside all AF winner wannabe – except for Vince and Stacy la.
As for our own favourite darling Stacy, well let me give the low down:
i. Make up - Funky
ii. Dance routine - SMART & energetic
iii. Attitude – Cheeky
iv. But the Gold Pant - Honestly I am not so sure la… Err… Fashion Faux Paux – Ohh well, whatever that make her world go round.
----> All in all, she brings the house down in terms of her showmanship. She can be consider as a pro now and yes our little darling from Sabah really proves she is a force to be reckoned with!! I do hope she got a good management that will oversees her career all the way and truly I hope she will stay longer in Malaysian music scene.
Meet Uncle Hussain – I really like the song – catchy and listenable! They really impressed me last night, simply superb! At that exact moment I honest have butterfly and really thought they deserve to win. The performance was simple yet the singer really tear up the performance, his voice was so powerful and energetic and it would be great if he could take the best vocal category. The underdog seems to be opening lots of people’s eyes that night. They deserve standing ovation from the audiences, especially those sitting in the front rows.Oh well, we Msian have trouble getting up and clapping hand pula tu, lupa saya!
The music + orchestra + sound system = Super Fabulous, Superb & simply the best! -------> They were the real highlight of the night!
The priceless look on their face when they were announced as winner was soo sweet and I was genuinely happy they won. Well, when Ally say something like “seperti yang dijangkakan, Juara Lagu AJL 23 ialah.. penulis Taja, Tass dan Lan…. OMG! It was Meet Uncle Hussain instead of Faizal Tahir, that was so good. Really surprised MUS, as they were looking at Faizal Tahir and he was looking at them. Hohohoho…… really good Ally, which was suspense and climax all at once! But what’s up with Taja sort of picking / touching his noise while giving his speech… seem awkward and yucky! Go Independent bands! Next Year --- Pop Shuvit.
8.Poor Elyana, her voice was really drowned by the sound of music. I can’t really hear what she was singing! All I hear, “kalis rindu…….kalis pilu” …….on…and….on…… I dunno! Kesehan her!
9.The performance done by the kids was ohhh so entertaining and cute especially the boy name Haqiem. The end the performed Isabella with Jac, M.Nasir and Jamal Abdilla, it was good! 3 adults and 3 kids all singing in tune and good was rare in Malaysia and they really ROCK!
In my opinion…..chewah:
Artists in Malaysia should have the ability to compose a good song not just good voice in singing! If they have that – that is a full package!I do admire artist who wrote their own song and it just make them look extra talented and gifted…. Hehehe… ! I guess Malaysian artists, especially those who are currently popular in Malaysian mainstream music industry, they should be more like that and not solely dependable on songwriter.
I hate the way the K***N management of KK handle the staff's' salary... I mean its a bit weird... for us to get a higher pay, we need to do all the worksheet .... imagine u need to finish & do all 20 book of worksheet. The worksheet are 10 pgs per each book! Omg! My hand was so freaking tired after I am done with all of it... 1 Level is finish but hey there are still 5 more Level to go!! Shit! I feel so drain pl, even though the WS seem to be easy... yet after 2 hour... I feel not so clever pn..!!! Dang! I guess 4 us to do the WS will hopefully help us the teacher to be familiarize with the things we will soon teach 2 the students! Argh!!! Why aa the salary systemn are like that. The frustration seems to be growing each day and I been quite patience with it! I love to speak my mind about this with the managemant, yet everyday is a busy day at the center. After 2-5 hours straight of handling kids, I am drained... All I need is R&R to recuperate. Well, I know it's a lame excuse ..but that's the fact!
Another thing that bother me is the fact there is not enough parking space for teachers / staffs over there! I mean... what the heck, the parents are given the 1st priority to use all the parking spaces ... Bloody idiot! I mean, I know they need to keep the parents happy... what about us ... the teacher... where is our priority... HELLO! So, its okla for our car to be park everywhere, and what happen to it, it is all our responsibility! Sux! Bloody .... ******! There are plenty of bleeping words which I want to express but reserve it on the ground of rationality!... Argh.... Parents my f****ng a** ---> except my parents la (love them & I will follow them)!!!
I am now determine to look another job, bcz I know I won't able to hold my frustration long in there!! Help me! Still, nobody will be harm in the process f me holding it in! Hohoho...
This blog is anything and everything to my observations and current events happening around me. Do feel welcome to read my anger, frustration and humour in here..duh! Niway, feel free also to contact me or offer me a job!!
