Monday, November 24, 2008

STOP Bangauing ....

Last Saturday (22 Nov 2008), Me, Fiona, BB and Patte attended the “Entering Corporate World Seminar" ..... It was held in 1B Ballroom & I must say it was truly a free seminar that all young women of Malaysia shud attend... Beneficial and interesting. Still, in every seminar, there are always a few slots that is worthy of calling BORING.... I only interested on 2 of the slots there....


Btw, the first speaker was totally boring and I was bored all the way. Well, he was talking for only 20 minutes but it felt like an hour long... I mean he is a lecturer from a highly respective institution, yet his talk seem fell FLAT!! I mean his point was like something that students can also put up or something that he pulled out of the internet. I mean he was supposed to talk about "Global Minds Global Reach" , but I didn't get his points... I'm soreeee but that was the painful truth..!!! I guess him being a "bidan terjun" had to do with his boring talk... The only thing that wows me over his talks was his use of English words (powerful yet slightly far off)!! I do hope as he progresses in this field, he will gain more experience and improve for the benefit of all his listeners.


As for the 2nd speaker, she was ok for uplifting our spirit & I must say I did enjoyed her talk.... She shared a lot of her past experiences which I found interesting, humorous and fun as well useful.... It was the reality of entering the corporate life... She totally open my mind about the "Glass Ceiling" and I guess we are all living in an unfair world... To all the ladies, heads up and be smart!!! I love her quote ~~"Work smart will help u go up" ~~ "Don't go to the boardroom through the bedroom"~~ "Plan ur money"~~

The 3rd speaker was definitely open my mind and she was good... I was motivated by her talk and 20 minutes seems too short for her slots ... She do know what she's talking about. For me she was the 'Surprise' of the day… I’m soreee, but she looks like a granny… & I didn’t expect anything that interesting from her…. But then, surprisingly….. Oh yeah, I was looking straight to her with awe and astonishment. Her points were clear and concise, really straight to the point. I was listening all the way and taking notes… That much useful information really worth listening and worth taking notes….!! In a way I felt motivated by her word of wisdom “You holds the destiny in ur hand”… Hohoho… True 2 that!!! As for her summary….Gosh, I wish I did write it down…It was inspirational.


Then, when its time for Q&A Session, I did ask 1 question to Ms Liyo Wei … (I 4got the exact question I ask her)… Anyway, I surprise myself as well, I didn’t even stutter and there’s no ‘ummm’ , ‘aaa’ moment… ahahaha… Funny eeh….!! Still, I am happy to say I was the first 2 asked a question in a room full with people plus I even got a gift (‘Talian Nur’s Mug’) for it… Serious…!!


The 4th speaker was again boring for the fact of it was already lunch time and people like me decided to listen to our hungry tummy instead of his talk… Soreee but the hunger seems to consume us more than him… Plus, there were too many slides with too many words … I mean enough already… I know it was supposed to be beneficial, but then do aware that we are also human, the slides were too much to handle…….!!! Plus he has this habits that he keep on repeating throughout the talks somewhat annoying as disgusting to some of us… ~~Need no elaboration for that~~!!!

The last speaker was better and it did put us in a mood after our lunch… It manages to save us from sliding farther to Boredom Ville…. I can only say I enjoyed his talk very much; there is not even a slot that bore me…. I even hold my pee the entire time so that I didn’t miss anything…silly but worth it!!! At the same time, the information, examples and tips he provided was quite interesting, useful and fun for all of us… We were laughing all the way and yes I did gained a lot from the speaker – Mr Rizal. We didn’t even notice that it was the end until we were told that’s the end and thank Q for coming by the MC. Hahaha… What a day … Another Saturday that didn’t go to waste.

Hmmm ...Leaving behind bag of memories...

Our Small "Ruang Tamu"


The always untidy table


My colourful bed


Thank God the grass already been cut

HOME SWEET HOME


I will like 2 do this post as a tribute 2 my "ugly & UGLY hostel" that I called my home 4 over 3 years as I studied in UNITAR.... Well.... the hostel seems scareee & so not the welcoming type of house u wud live in... But then, believe it or not I learn 2 love the people in this house... The house might seems ugly.. But the occupants truly have a lovely hearts... & I will surely miss all of 'em..... I heart 236 Tmn Yun Kiong .....Hahaha




Sunday, November 16, 2008

Leaving UNITAR - Part 2


HALOO

Finally I can officially say that I am a graduate… Funny …so funny I think as I can’t believe that I finally finished my 3 & half year pursuing my Bachelor… I mean OMG….. Hahaha… In away I do feel grown up and somehow my back do hurt 2 think bout the responsible that I will soon undertake….


The pressure of getting a job seem 2 scare me, I mean what if I can’t get a job, not every school dying to offer job 4 UNITAR’s graduates, most school prefer to take graduates from the local universities and “maktab” … That sux!!! Jz thinking bout it now even scare me more… Btw, according to my lecturer NONE of my senior has been call for interview to enter government!!! Sedih ni!! I do feel my future is fading away….so blur la at this moment!! I do think we graduates of Bachelor of Education from UNITAR deserve the same opportunities of graduates of Bachelor of Education from other local universities. I mean we are all equal in a sense that we also have the quality and capabilities to teach and probably we are lacking in some areas, still being fair is what I ask from the “government system”. Give and pick us for the opportunities to go 4 interview and surely we won’t disappoint!!! Graduates of Bachelor of Education from UNITAR posses the same qualities, we are quick to learn, easily adapt to the situation, creative and yess….highly communicative!! But then, life is SOOOO unfair right!!! Last time, everyone including me study hard to enter local universities, when I failed to do so, it broke my heart!!! I feel like such a failure!!! Then, as I enter UNITAR, I learn to believe in myself once more, it as if someone offer me the opportunities to make a difference educationally in myself. 3 and half year I’ve been studying hard to get the best CGPA and to be turn down just because the “system” only value graduates of teachers from local universities and Maktab, I just wanna SCREAM out loud!!!!!! Equally we are all the same, so why isn’t U giving me the opportunities….. All I need is the chance and the equal opportunities to be pick to undergo the interview……. I guess in today’s world Equity Theory might not apply to every system…. Surely I won’t let this matter serve as a hindrance in my quest to pursue my dream as a teacher…. I can always try 4 Private right…


Now, I believe is the RIGHT time to activate my “nerd and serious” self…. Hahaha… I am turning more like an adult pl. Is this what an adult feel, pressure to perform, pressure of responsibilities, stress and a whole lot more ……..Wawawawa… Adult world is sooooo complicated in so many ways…. !!! Duh, how stupid of me to think life is easy … I guess I can say “Life is more than meets the eyes” .. Hahaha!! I guess I have no other choices but to participate actively in the “adult-oriented world”… Rasa mcm budak2 bru belajar pla!!! Oh well, life is what you make of it, and I intend to make the best out of it….!!!


PS: Internally and externally I do believe I have my own locus control of controlling life!! → POM sungguh!!




Wednesday, November 5, 2008

MY FINAL year as a Unitarian...

Wah...so long I haven't update my blog...Ho3 so occupied wit lots of thing & simply me being "pemalas" ....Hohoho..................

Niway, I cannot believe tht I am finally finish wit my degree...Duh tht sort of ending a chapter and opening a new chaper in my life...Which I think its sort of funny & at the sme time so daunting & scareee....... Oh yoyoyo....!!! Gosh, I now finally have 2 take the responsible as an adult.... Omg....!!

I will surely miss all the moments I had experienced in my time as student in UNITAr... Although I hate being there, but somehow I grown to love it & appreciate it... Hahaha...!!!Quite funny pla.... I hv grown 2 be more mature & at the same time meeting new & interesting ppl... Hmm...... I guess I will surely enjoy my last year as Senior by partying all the way....AHahahaha!!! Ho3.... But then, its ok wht since I am goin back 2 my hometown & I believe now its the time 2 be young & careless (with caution)....Hehehe....

Ok till next tme..... Cya...


PS: Pics will be publish A.S.A.P!!!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

If I Were A Boy ------- Beyonce

I dedicate this song 2 all the boys @ Guys ...... I really love Beyonce New Single...!!!

If I were a boy
even just for a day,
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go
drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls,
I'd get with who I wanted
and I’ll never get confronted for it
cause they'd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
how it feels to love a girl,
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'cause I know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyedPost Options

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
'cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home
(to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
how it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
'cause I know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
cause he’s taken you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed!

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think I'd forgive you like that?!
If you thought I would wait for you, you thought wrong

But you're just a boy,
you don't understand
how it feels to love a girl
someday you'll wish you were a better man...
You don't listen to her,
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you taken her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

but you're just a boy...

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Love..... Rltnship & moving On


Which one is harder.... Breaking up or moving on..... I guess 4 me the hardest thing had 2 be moving on.... !!! How do u move on when the break up seem to tear ur heart inside & out... The feeling of "nothingness", empty & feel as though u were cheated.... So hard... U cry urself 2 sleep, in shower .... & u hope when u woke up it was only a bad dream .... or u wish u were dead.... banish from the earth.... Life meant nothing to u....!!! U meant nothing to him .... Gosh ....It suck the life out of u....!!! U regret u ever knew him.....

Hmm....but then u realize the moving on part....It is hard.... Moving on from yesterday and living 4 2morrow.... Damn!!! Life seem 2 b unfair sometimes.... Ppl seems to be actin more as a Jackass than usual... Urgh!!!

In time....honestly it will truly heal, it might be a long road... but then we juz human ... Jz pick urself up & say u worth more... U deserve the best...!!! So keep ur head high.... Hold on there.... Move forward with confident & self righteous... !!! Hwaiting!! I guess we have 2 kiss lots of toads b4 we finally found the Prince..... Moving on...although it is painfully hard, but that is how we learn 2 recognize toads from Prince... !! It is cliche 2 say that this is the process of growing as a human ..... but that's the reality.... B smart & stay strong...!!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Me & My Housemates

All these while I been spending my time with my girls from Unitar that I 4got spending time with all my girls at the hostel.. I miss spending my time with all of 'em... I guess time like this, every1 is soo busy doin their thing tht we all 4got all abt hvin fun... Hmm..... I think I shud spend more tme with them more as they truly hv help colour my time in UNITAR.... Hope tht we all hv the opportunity 2 spend time 2gether....!!!! Tht wud be fun.... !!! Miss all the stupid yet fun activities I done with all of them... TQ 4 being my friend these few years in UNITAR & I will surely miss all of u.... Honestly, it will be sad to leave my friends as I've grown with them in my time at Unitar....but hey life goes on right.......

 

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