Sarang He YO

I was really touched by the celebs stories of their fathers ... So, I wud like to say........

"Dad ... I am sorry for not being a good & obedient daughter. In future, I will in my utmost best repay back all that u have gave me. Thanks for being such an awesome father 2 me... I LOVE You!

Family....

I just found this story online... So, I think better share it with all of you.....


Baca slowly dan penuh penghayatan.


Aku terlanggar seorang asing semasa berjalan, "Oh maafkan saya, saya tak perasan"

Katanya "Maafkan saya juga, Saya tak nampak saudara"

Kami amat bersopan dan saling menghormati, Kami saling melambai sambil berlalu pergi,

Tetapi di rumah lain pula ceritanya, Bagaimana kita melayan orang tersayang, tua dan muda,
Lewat petang, tika memasak makan malam, Anak lelaki kecilku berdiri di dapur secara diam-diam,
Bila berpaling aku hampir melanggarnya jatuh, Jerkahku, "Jangan buat kacau di sini, pergi main jauh-jauh"
Dia berlalu pergi, hatinya hancur luluh dan beku, Aku tak sedar, bertapa kasarnya kata-kataku,
Sedangku berbaring di katil mendengar musik, Terdengar suara halus datang membisik,

"Bila bersama orang tak dikenali, Begitu bersopan dan merendah diri, Tetapi ahli keluarga tersayang, sering dimarah dan dicaci",

"Cubalah kau pergi lihat di lantai dapur, Kan kau temui bunga-bungaan berterabur",
"Itu adalah bunga-bunga dibawanya untuk kamu, Dia memetiknya sendiri, kuning, biru dan unggu",
"Dia berdiri senyap agar jadi kejutan buat kamu, Kamu tak pernah sedar airmatanya yang datang bertamu", Pada tika ini, aku merasa amat kecil sekali, Airmataku mencurah ibarat air di kali,
Senyap-senyap ku kebiliknya, dan melutut di katil, "Bangunlah, anakku, bangunlah si kecil"
"Apakah bunga-bunga ini dipetik untuk mak? Dia tersenyum, "Adik terjumpanya belakang rumah di semak"
"Adik memetiknya kerana ia cantik seperti ibu, ibu tentu suka terutama yang unggu,
"Maafkan ibu, atas sikap ibu hari ini, Ibu tak harus menjerkah kamu, sebegini,
Katanya,"Oh, ibu, itu tak mengapa, Saya tetap sayang ibu melebihi segala,
Bisikku, "Anakku, ibu pun sayang kamu, dan ibu suka bunga itu, terutama yang unggu,

FAMILY

Adakah kamu sedar, sekiranya kita mati hari ini, syarikat tempat kita berkerja akan senang-senang mendapat pengganti, dalam hanya beberapa hari?
Tetapi keluarga yang kita tinggalkan, akan merasa kehilangan kita sepanjang hayat.
Dan sedarlah, sekiranya kita menghabiskan masa kita kepada kerja, Melebihi keluarga kita, adalah merupakan suatu pelaburan yang tidak bijak.
Bukankah begitu? Jadi apakah maksud yang tersirat?

Tahukah anda makna "FAMILY"? FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU


" HARGAILAH KELUARGA ANDA "

Blessed Xmas & Happy New Year

I know...I know... Im so lazy for not being committed in udating my blog from time 2 time... Ekekeke....Anyway.... I know its bit late ... but since I am still in "Christmassy MODE" ... so Merry & Blesssed Xmas ppl of the especially Sabah!!! Hohoho... This year I found myself giving more instead of getting more... Hmmm... Oh well, at least I make my lil bro smile from ear 2 ear....Hehehe... Btw, have you all notice that not so many Christmas ads / commercial on TV... Kinda sad bh, I only saw 1 only ... itu pn iklan KFC... other than that ...mcm TEDA! Sian... mcmnala ini mo jadi 1 Malaysia klu teda keseimbangan dlm distributing commercial yg mempromosikan Christmas / Natal!! Every year pun like this.... !! Dank! Where's the equality!!


Ohya, New Year is around the corner ... are you all prepared for a new beginning of the year of 2010! As for me I'm looking forward for a more positive 2010... I pray... everything will fall into places and I shall succeed in everything I do .... Amen!! SO ppl .............................

~~~ & ~~~

~~~~~Mari kta buang sial bramai2 mandi laut... Ekekeke!~~~~~

I have a new pet peeves … I call him M****L! I dunno, I cringed on the sight of him and there’s this uneasy feeling swelling up inside of me! Everything that he does just annoys me …. More…. And …… moreeee! Ppl advised me … or perhaps forced me to sort of respect and be nice to him for my sis ‘s sake. I try … God knows .. I try…!! Urgh… I guess it’s a sister thing to feel this way! In addition thanks to him … I got scolded by my family! Gosh, how I was fcking mad & unhappy! Those nasty SMS my sister sent me was truly hurtful. She chooses to believe him and refuse to get my explanation!!! I was surprise as out of the blue they were attacking me, claiming I hurt his feeling through my FB status! Bloody hell… Can they not be so judgmental and sooooooooo bloody dumb! At least get my explanation first, don’t just assume. This is what wrong with ‘them’ sometimes, they take it toooooooooo personally, without even analyzing it and they straight away go for the kill ... For sure la the person yg dorang hentam pn mati kutu la… All of the sudden kena bomb without any warning. But that’s not the real issue here!! The real issue here is that who matter most ~~> Family or the 1 you love (bf /gf)? For me, my loyalty belongs to my family …then…him!!

If “this sort of situation happens”, I will be like an adult call the person and get his / her explanation before jumping into any conclusion and straight away attacking by sending malicious SMS! Words are much sharper than the knife… literally we won’t die by it… emotionally we are scars for life. True they say, we need to forgive and forget… but in this matter how will you move on when the damage had already been done…. “Sorry” might be sufficient enough to heal it..! Put your pride aside!

My advice to that person and her beau … I respect ur choice in choosing him. But be fair la … No matter how much you regard me as a burden.. I am still ur family, we went through a lot… only we understand what..! I would also express my deepest regret on how behave towards you and him. I might be a bitch as in the SMS u sent me… but this bitch had been with you the day you turn 1. Choose ur loyalty wisely and again… BE FAIR! Your world does not revolve around only on him! Here I admitted, I cry when I read the SMS you sent me. But the only thing you say to me when you get the facts was ~~> “mana la ak tau, da yg ckp bg2, mcm 2 kta seri la”! WTF, not even a single “SORRY” from you or him…!!!

I do know by posting this in my blog.. You will get mad and hurt… but I ask you again… “Can you really put the blame on me…??? “ Lately, every time we talk we tend to get aggravated even the littlest thing … So what’s the point of talking when we know we will leave in anger! I’m tired of fighting again & again… ! I know ur a big girl… bigger than me even … so be considerate, thoughtful, be alert on your action and ur words… I will in return do the same.

As for him, I dunno what to say, she’s with you isn’t it. So stop the tantrum and have faith. If you were meant for her… then fate will do the rest. But do play FAIR…Don’t make her have to choose sides! As for me, you get my respect and eventually I’ll get a new pet peeves. Plus, whenever you read something, read it again until it reaches to your brain ~~>process it ~~> analyze it ~~> react!!

Hello there

Ya ... I know...its been a while since ly last~~last~~last updates... Kinda occupied with lots of things 2 do, things still yet to be done & stuffs still stuck in my head...! Duh, that's life isn't it...with all its glory and troubles (well, they do come in package).

Btw, I want to share something which I found to be interestingly entertaining. I simply love it. It is actually a beautiful stop motion film made by the brilliant Carlos Loscano. I guess deep down everyone simply longing to be love or be in love. Yess, life can be so lonely sometimes and friends might be nice yet it doesn't compensate the longing rooted deep in our soul. As for me, I've been single for quite sometimes and always close my heart from any advances by guys ... in away this stop motion film really bringing back memories of yesterday ... "though he might be gone from my life, why should I punish the rest for one person's mistake". I believe its time for me to open myself up and just be happy. Hahaha... Any taker (lmao)...??? So ppl enjoy & don't get teary on me now...


This is courtesy of Youtube & if u r interested feel free to view Carlos Loscano page at ~~> http://vimeo.com/carloslascano

Selamat Hari Raya

Just want to wish all the Muslim around the world ...Selamat Hari Raya @ Eid ul-Fitr... and Maaf Zahir Batin. Drive safely to your hometown (Ingatla orang tersayang)! Remember to give some "Duit Raya" to the kids .....Again, Have a lovely Hari Raya celebration and enjoy yourself!

Niway, I personally can't wait to go for "Rumah Terbuka" / Open House around my kampung ... Which means ~~> Good Food + Good Campany = Good day ! Yummy~~mummy!! Can't wait to have a marathon of eating!!

Park Jaebum (Jay Park) Fan Song - Waiting For You

I guess fans of 2Pm is emotionally dying slowly due to Park Jaebum's decision of leaving 2PM. It definitely rock the K-Pop world and Hottest everywhere just won't be the same.



Honestly, this is the 1st time that I take interest in Korean boyband such as 2Pm. You see, Jay is actually a leader for 2PM and due to recent controversy, he decided to leave 2PM and return back to USA!! (For further details, you all can google it) It is sad - sad thing as I love 2PM. What more can I say, I love watching their crazy antics in Wild Bunny and seem genuinely enjoying themselves. Plus, their song and dance was simply awesome! It is a shame that a simple act of ignorance will turn a person's life upside down. Either way, I am hoping for his comeback to K-Pop. I do Have FAITH on Jay!



Btw, here is a song + MV made especially for him. It was simply heartfelt and truly nice effort from the lovely fan.