Just want to wish all the Muslim around the world ...Selamat Hari Raya @ Eid ul-Fitr... and Maaf Zahir Batin. Drive safely to your hometown (Ingatla orang tersayang)! Remember to give some "Duit Raya" to the kids .....Again, Have a lovely Hari Raya celebration and enjoy yourself!
Niway, I personally can't wait to go for "Rumah Terbuka" / Open House around my kampung ... Which means ~~> Good Food + Good Campany = Good day ! Yummy~~mummy!! Can't wait to have a marathon of eating!!
I guess fans of 2Pm is emotionally dying slowly due to Park Jaebum's decision of leaving 2PM. It definitely rock the K-Pop world and Hottest everywhere just won't be the same.
Honestly, this is the 1st time that I take interest in Korean boyband such as 2Pm. You see, Jay is actually a leader for 2PM and due to recent controversy, he decided to leave 2PM and return back to USA!! (For further details, you all can google it) It is sad - sad thing as I love 2PM. What more can I say, I love watching their crazy antics in Wild Bunny and seem genuinely enjoying themselves. Plus, their song and dance was simply awesome! It is a shame that a simple act of ignorance will turn a person's life upside down. Either way, I am hoping for his comeback to K-Pop. I do Have FAITH on Jay!
Btw, here is a song + MV made especially for him. It was simply heartfelt and truly nice effort from the lovely fan.
Time to make big changes and if you want to see big changes in your life then start by making BIG CHANGES. Do something that has tangible results today. Do you have a messy apartment, house, or bed room? CLEAN IT NOW. Clean it perfectly and don't stop till it looks like it belongs in home and garden magazine. Do you still live with your parents and you're 25 or 45? Put together a plan where in 1 year you will have you're own place and be self sufficient (I would suggest asking your parents for advice, or even better, have them hold your money for you because you can't save money worth a damn). Also, start getting some sort of therapy or see a life coach. You are really down on yourself about something and you aren't quite sure what it is. Once you figure it out you will be the type of winner you see yourself as and it will happen a lot quicker then you think! In order to become a better person than you are right now you need to be proactive in moving forward with your life. Find a better job... What ever you do, though, don't go back to college, because that will give you an excuse to stay in your current situation. Travel somewhere, the simplest trip to someplace other than anywhere near where you live will help inspire you, even if it's just to spend a few weeks in a new town a few hours away. Time to make something of yourself and there is no better time then now!
These words really HIT me big! I feel like tons of bricks just fall flat on my face! Gosh, that’s so sad and I do agree wholeheartedly for all of it!
I believe I need to take responsibility of what happening around me, well instead of blaming and bitching about my life, I should be bold and brave enough to make a change. I need to change myself especially on how I view the world and myself as a person! Yup, its time to make a change in my life and progress forward as well as be POSITIVE! Like they always said, when life gives you lemon, you make lemonade...!! Lalala.......
Nevertheless, I am looking forward my a new prospect in life! Yup, I do believe I can... YES, I CAN! Wish me luck!! :) Hope for the best!
I jz read this news article straight from Yahoo.com.! This is so outrageous and a bit too extreme! I mean c'mon la people, it is good to be patriotic and all, yet to attack Malaysian students who happen to study there is nothing to be proud of! There this thin line between patriotism and being to extremist!!
Honestly a mistake had been made in the clip and both parties had actually step up and appologised personally and globally for it!! Moreover, there is a reasonable explanation behind this unfortunate mistake and still why are people being ignorant about it!!! Why the anger! I don't understand & honestly I don't get it, are people over there are so hateful towards Malaysian? Whatever it is, this really make me juz want to postpone my trip there!!
Either way, I love being Malaysian and proud to be 1! 1 Malaysia !! Much love to both nations.... and I believe ... its better to make love ... not WAR!!!
Btw, here is the extract from Yahoo.com!!
JAKARTA, Sept 8 (Bernama) -– The Malaysian Students Department here has advised Malaysian students in Indonesia to take care following reportedly rising anger among a small group of people over slanderous reports by the media of late.
The department has sent an SMS message to advise all Malaysian students to avoid using Jalan Diponegoro here.
The anger among the small group of people seems to have reached a serious stage following recent media reports and visuals of more than 360 people having registered as volunteers to "crush" Malaysia.
Today, a group calling itself "Benteng Demokrasi Rakyat" (BENDERA) threatened to use sharpened bamboo on Malaysians using Jalan Diponegoro here.
It was reported that 50 members of BENDERA armed with these "spears" forced people using the road to show proof of their identity with the intention of detaining anyone who was Malaysian.
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STUDENTS-ADVICE 2 (LAST) JAKARTA
This act of taking the law into their own hands was reported in the local online media, including detikcom.
In one incident previously, rotten eggs were hurled at a house rented by Malaysian students of Gadjah Mada University in Yogyakarta by a group of demonstrators comprising local undergraduates who were angry at Malaysia for having allegedly "stolen" the Pendet dance which originated from Indonesia's Bali island.
Following that issue, which was fanned by the local media and linked to past issues, several groups of Indonesians demonstrated in front of the Malaysian embassy here.
Malaysia stated that it had not "stolen" the dance for a video clip tourism promotion, which was actually produced by a private company based in Singapore, but the explanation seemed to have fallen on deaf ears.
The okezone website reported that BENDERA had conducted checks on more than 100 people using Jalan Diponegoro.
Detikcom reported that no Malaysian had used that road and that the checks, which were to have been conducted for one hour, ended just after 30 minutes.
As August came to an end ... I do wonder what September might bring... and all these while I've been putting such a brave face ... finally anxiety & all the worries sink in... Urghh... How I dreaded this part of being human....
Well... I hope there will be more happy post to come after this....!
I know.... I know...its been so long since my last update... Well, what to do since no Streamyx in my aunt's new place .. tpaksa la tahan hati mo log in ...
Let me see.... what's new in my life right now...
I am quitting my job!!! Dunno what is my next step, but I do hope everything will go well.... eventually! I guess, I am just so bloody tired working there...emotionally and financially drain, plus my heart is not there. I guess, when you come to a point where you hate the job, why stay.... just leave & move on.
Yesterday I went for my PTD Gred M41 Test... Gosh that was draining as it took a day to complete. Imagine, the test was divided into 5 Section (A,B,C,D & E)... so I have to sit in the HOT classroom from 9am until 4.15pm... but we do have our rest though. Anyway, I think I did ok with my test with exception of the Math's part. Oooo...Emmmm...Geee... I was totally confuse with the Math questions and the worst part we could not use calculator to calculate! Bloody tiring, dahla ak ni bit "bingung" in Math and they have to make it pretty challenging by telling us to use our minds to calculate...dengan bijaknya ak mgira smbil "menembak" jwpn...!! Ekekeke.... It is also interesting that I have to do a 300-500 words of Malay Composition. Tp terer jgala ak mhentam using my sort of broken Malay. I even asked Fiona what is cinema in Malay....buduss... !! Yet, I do hope in some weird Universe way, AKU LULUS!!! Lalalala..... Oh heck....!!!
Hate drama...especially silly drama unfolding in my life.... I just need to move on and be positive.... God give me strength to be brave & patience.
The best is yet to come.... Finger cross... I believe ... rezeki datang dari DIA and not from People....!
I am having cramps rite now... adeh!! Love being a woman...yet this pain is killing me....softly!
Few weeks ago I saw an argument between a son and a mom… which cause the son trying to push the mom and end up the mom storming away. It was something you wish you didn’t see in a Sunday afternoon. What a scene, I was dumbfounded seeing how rude the son was and I wanted to hit the son who happened to be my nephew straight in head. But, suddenly it hits me, back when I was at his age I was no difference and I get this strange feeling of deejavu.
Growing up I wasn’t actually a poster kids that parents are proud of. I had this big curly hair, my skin was quite dark back then~~> mostly due to the constant outdoors game with my besties. That was fun, going in and out of my kampong doing everything dangerous and straight up stupid! No wonder my mom always scolded me for always coming home late at night! Well, what can I say, I was naughty, headstrong, and most of the time rude compared to my other 2 siblings. Hehehe!
Going through adolescent, I struggle a sense of belonging as the second child of the family. I think being a second child really been a struggle for me. You see, I wasn’t always the favourite nor was I the loveable ~~> compare to my older sister and my youngest brother who have their own perks. As for me, I love to view myself as the odd one out, always up to no good, causing trouble, rioting and rebelling towards my parents. I feel like no one believes in me and no sense of belonging whatsoever. In order to be heard, I always do things against my mom’s order and everything that she said no. I guess now looking back, it was totally rude of me, yet it was just the best thing to do as a second child of the family to be heard.
But, I am proud of myself for being able to keep my head straight ----> I guess I wasn’t as bad as I thought so plus I think I wasn’t brave enough to destroy myself completely.
There are few things that I had done which I am not proud of; such as my fair share on drugs (which drugs …let I be a secret 4 me). In my defense, I was young, stupid and I fall for the peer pressure to belong in a group. Plus, back then or probably until now, drugs are something that you can get easily and cheap throughout my hometown and I myself have a friend who was a pusher, in which she was kind enough to give me a try on her product!! I still remember vividly the first time I tried on it, felt like I was in cloud nine, so blurry yet soooo GOOD!I am lucky to realize that I was an IDIOT to do it in the first place, if not I might end up being an addict!
I realize friends play an important role in my life back then. For they are my comforts and people that I share the common bond. I have all spectrum of friends that I could hang out, they made me feel belong and safe. Unfortunately, like anyone else I fell for peer pressure and start doing things that I thought by their nature was cool and fun, by then I realize I was far off from where I was. Slowly over time, I lost my senses and rationality.
At the same time, I was doing all of that stuff just to get away from my family, somehow I felt like I needed my own space and being with them suffocate me. Truly, I felt lost between my siblings and I realize I couldn’t compete with them in the race of affection from my parents. Like they said when you couldn’t get any affection from home you search elsewhere outside. As for now, I could care less, with or without my parents I am still going to live my life because this is my life, my only life, so why do I allow silly thought destroying of what I have at this moment. But, I am happy to say that my family and I are at a good place now, we have a weird way of loving each other yet we are happy in our own weird way.
I believe growing up we all face all types of struggle only you yourself understand. The fact that we rely solely on your friends in order to deal with the struggle, truly they feel like heaven for you, regardless whatever impact they have on you. When you feel like no one understands you and you feel left out, friends are the one you go for the TLC instead of parents. Might I say, they don’t understand us like a friend does! Well, that was what I am feeling when I was going through that phase of adolescent!! Back then, I do care about my family yet I care more for my friend… shallow right… well being a teenager is like that and eventually it does grow out of us over time.
Thinking back, I realize I was young and dumb, I couldn’t grasp the thought of me losing my senses and done all of those senseless things. I guess that’s the process of growing up, trial and error! In some way, I do feel I understand what my nephew going through and all he need right now is affection, attention, the need to be heard as well as a friend to listen. But hey, who am I to judge anyway!!
~~~> "Life is just one damned thing after another" - Elbert Hubbard<~~~
This blog is anything and everything to my observations and current events happening around me. Do feel welcome to read my anger, frustration and humour in here..duh! Niway, feel free also to contact me or offer me a job!!
